Sunday, October 30, 2016

Priecīgi -- Merrily

Esmu dzīva! Vairāk kā dzīva īstenībā. Tikko ļotiļoti laimīgi ieripojusi divdesmitgadnieku pulciņā, atgriezusies skolā un savā rutīnā, dzīve ir laba. Biju jau aizmirsusi, kādu prieku man sagādā šie ieraksti, tapšanas process īpaši. Tās divas stundiņas ar kameru uzlabo visu dienu, nemāku izskaidrot, bet tiešām pietrūka. Izklausās ļoti dīvaini un nedaudz slimi, bet nu jau ir radies pieradums bildēties katru nedēļu, pāris nedēļas bez šīs procedūras un es jutos ne savā ādā. Likās, ka kaut kas pietrūkst, kaut kas ir aizmirsies. Jocīgi, es zinu, man pašai bail par savu garīgo veselību. Ok, anyway, kas vēl noticis... Vispār esmu atpakaļ skolas darbos, visā pilnībā un esmu sajūsmā. Eju gulēt ar vēlmi rīt doties uz skolu, atkal izklausās jocīgi, bet ir baigi forši, ja mācies, kas patīk.
Visam pa vidu lēnām top jauni krekli! Esmu jau atvadījusies no gadrīz visiem par ko man liels,liels prieks, cilvēkiem patīk, ko es daru, wow! Ceru līdz Ziemassvētkiem tikt galā ar šo partiju. Labi, tas laikam būs viss šim dienasgrāmatas ierakstam, esmu bijusi pietiekami atklāta. Oktobris ir bijis lielisks, lielākoties cilvēku ziņā, esmu daudz smaidījusi, tas tā, lai neaizmirstu..
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I'm alive! More than alive really. Just very,very happily rolled into my twenties, returned to school and my routine, life's good. I had already forgotten how much joy these posts bring me, the making process specially. Those two hours with the camera make my day, I can't explain, but I really missed it. Sounds very weird and a bit sick, but I already have this habit of having my picture taken weekly, and now few weeks without this procedure and I didn't feel like myself. I felt like I was missing something. It's very strange, I know, I am concerned for my mental health too. Ok, anyway, what else has happened... Well I am back in school work, in its entirety and I am excited. I go to sleep with a desire to go back to school tomorrow, again, sounds weird, but it' so cool to study what you love.
Sometimes between all that, I am making new shirts! I have already said goodbye to almost all of them, which I am very,very happy about, people enjoy my work, wow! I hope to finish this batch until Christmas. Good, I think that will be it for this diary entry, I have been honest enough. October has been great, mostly human wise, I have smiled a lot, that's so I don't forget..